As many of you will know I did a walking marathon last year. Unfortunately this year I am not marathon fit. I have been through a huge house move from one end of the country to the other. It’s a time of huge change in my life, and added to this, some of you might remember me mentioning some health issues. Contrary to what I initially thought, whilst I still have some thyroid problems, my poor health was mainly down to carbon monoxide fumes, from a faulty boiler. Thankfully I am on the up now! Anyway what does this all have to do with a sugar free blog. Well it’s taught me a very valuable lesson, or maybe a couple! Firstly value where you are at this point in time, not where you want to be 6 months from now! Secondly it’s okay to go back to basics, and start over again. There is no shame in it. In fact it’s a good reminder of how far you have come.
Whilst I have pretty much maintained my practically sugar free eating. Apart from the very occasional treat sneaking in, I am really proud to have maintained it, and kept going. Sugar free works great when you are feeling well, the sun is shining, and all is right with the world. The greater challenge is to maintain it when you are ill, the weathers bad, and life is rubbish. So when I look back to how I used to be, I cannot tell you how pleased I am to have kept going with my sugar free’ing. However I have been feeling really fed up, with not being able to get out walking so much, and weight gain bought on by my thyroid playing up. It’s sometimes very hard when you have reached a mountain peak, to recognise that maybe you just need to settle for reaching the top of a hill instead, or to just put one foot in front of the other, and keep going. So last night I swallowed my pride, and decided I would start climbing up that hill again. I signed up to do a 3 mile (5k walk) in 2 weeks time. 10 years ago I did a series of 5k walks, and back then for me it was a massive achievement. I was grateful NOT to be the last, because when you are permanently last in cross country at school in the winter. Then sneered out by pupils, and teachers, you never want to be back at the point again. So given this was such a massive achievement, why can’t I just accept that doing a 5k walk following ill health is good enough?! It beats me!! My point is that sometimes we have to accept where we are at now, at this point in time, regardless of what happened last week, last month, or in my case last year.
How does this relate to going sugar free? Well I would suggest quite a bit. It’s okay to start back on the first rung of that ladder again. It’s okay not to achieve what you did last year. It’s important to do things in a way that work for you now! LIFE happens, we are human! When I first went sugar free I was so overwhelmed by the abundance sugar free websites, books, blogs etc. They all looked perfect, how could I maintain perfect. The reality is, I couldn’t, and you know what I don’t want to be! Well not much anyway!! Ha ha. This is why I set up this blog because, I wanted every day people to realise that sugar free eating doesn’t have to be done to perfection! It can be done in the Goldilocks style of being just right for you.
I spent many years beating myself up about my weight. But the moment I took control back, ditched the scales, and did it my way, I relaxed. I am not going to say that how I look, and extra pounds gained don’t niggle me. Of course they niggle me…. a little. I am only human!! BUT I can honestly say I am no longer controlled by the negative thoughts I had around food, and my own body image. I am free, and I really believe the day I quit sugar was the day I was liberated.
So whether your sugar free journey has taken a dip, or you haven’t quite climbed Everest, it doesn’t matter. What would you like the next step on your ladder to look like? Achievements can come in many different shapes, and forms. They don’t have to be huge, think about if it works for you now, how realistic it is, and above all are you going to have FUN, and enjoy it!! If the answer is a big huge, resounding yes, I think you have just found the next step on your ladder. Good luck.
As for my latest challenge, I am taking part in a 5km Leg it for the Legion walk in Carlisle in aid of the British Legion, and as part of their poppy appeal. I am really excited because, it will give me the chance to explore a new area, and of course raise money for a great charity. So I guess it’s time to dust my walking shoes off, and get some practice in!!